Running but lonely

People ask me why i study far away from peninsular.
Answer : Because i want to run from all people who know me.

why?
Answer : i want to find my new identity, want to be better person. Find new experience.

Worth it?
Answer: I guess its worth it for me but i'm lonely.

never feel regret?
Answer : even though i feel lonely but i never regret, its my decision.

Feeling happy ?
Answer: 50 percent yes i'm happy.

Why 50 percent?
Answer: Because another 50 percent is gone with my sadness.


never feel it until you realize it.