tragic...

so that "things" just end like that? after all pain , happiness we face together? how i'm supposed to accept when you guys like that? some of them will betray each other , have a silent war , hurt and anything else...let i remind all of you what we done together in this past one and half year...

1) meet all of you..the one who i already know or meeting new friends..
2) trying to enter the friendship zone..
3) people come and go or in and out..
4) we just a friend from a first time but not close to each other..
5) than start to have close friendship..
6) we laugh , cry , feel the pain together..
7) we shared  food together..
8) then suddenly happen..
9) one by one left those relationship and become the fake relationship..
10) in the end there's nothing left for us to remember as a sweet memory...

so the question is , after 5 or 10 years if we bump or meet each other , those friendship feeling is still have in our heart? or we just forget that like nothing happen?

i'm really appriciate this friendship relation...but i don't know what issues or mistake behind all of this problem..and  i don't  want to know too much..because i'm scared i will cry because this stuff..

BECAUSE i really want to protect this friendship..so don't avoid each other..i don't want to show my other side..because i maybe hurt someone else..

don't fight anymore please my friend..just enjoy our days who only left a few days..and after that...if you want to avoid or not contact to each other that is your choice..and that means i also failed to keep those relationship long last...

p/s take care friends love all of you so much...and i'm so sorry to every sins and mistakes that i have done to all of you...