My Way.

hello readers...salam sayang hehe..

saya tak tahu nak expresikan perasaan saya macam mana tapi beginilah...

Saya dah dapat tawaran untuk melanjutkan pelajaran ke Universiti untuk ijazah sarjana muda. Bagi saya ni kejayaan saya yang paling manis sekali akhirnya selepas saya kecewa dan gagal dalam SPM tahun 2011, STPM bagi saya harapan walaupun saya rasa saya akan kecundang lagi. Saya orang yang takut kepada kegagalan, kekecewaan dan kesunyian itulah benda yang paling saya takutkan tapi untuk hidup 'i need to be strong'. Tapi rezeki berpihak kepada saya alhamdulillah saya berjaya harungi STPM dengan jayanya bagi sayalah.

saya nak jadi kebanggaan keluarga sebab saya dah penat tengok ayah saya kagum dengan kejayaan anak orang lain, why not saya cuba lebih sikit supaya ayah dan mama boleh bangga dengan saya. Since saya dapat tawaran tu saya nampak macam mana gembiranya ayah dan mama bila cerita yang anak sulung mereka iaitu saya dapat sambung belajar.

ayah dan mama dah bayar semuanya untuk pastikan saya sambung belajar. Insyallah satu hari nanti kak long akan bawa balik segulung ijazah yang ayah dan mama nak.

-maybe i'm not the best but i will be the greatest person in and out. I will change everything. For those who trust me keep it that way, thank you. We already make a promise don't broke it. Because you will be the one who important for me. Come on Razny keep calm and follow the flow.-

-R.H.R 14-

p/s ada seminggu lagi sebelum berlepas.

change.

hi readers...
now i'm fully comeback.
so wait for my latest update tomorrow okay..

i'm sorry

its been 4 months since the last post...hehe..so i will make a time for post on this blog again..

Anyway eventhough it was too late but i just want to said, i happy right now..my result, my job and everybody who always with me....

fanfic?

all of you know what is fanfic? kalau tak tahu meh sini saya cerita kan..fanfic ni ialah peminat tulis story pasal artis tak kisah lah artis mana sekali pun korea , malaysia , jepun dan lain-lain lagi..fanfic ni hanya rekaan dengan imaginasi penulis itu sendiri....saya nak recommend satu cerita ni kalau anda berminat nak baca lah ya..http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/608806/sacrifice-exo-kai-sehun

saya akan kongsikan sikit description cerita tu...

SACRIFICE

by annagarcia

Description

As the youngest in a group who are in preparation to debut , Oh Sehun need to sacrifice his childhood life to pursue his dream...but its not easy as he thought , there is a moment and incident make him wants to give up..but what happen when a girl came in his life? and the moment that he spend with his other 11 brothers in EXO ? and how big his sacrifice that he will do it?can he hold it ?

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this story including the member of EXO...this story just imaginary from the writer..this story also including what EXO member will do if their not longer a singer or not in the group anymore..to people who read it this is just a fanfic and my first try to write this fanfic...enjoy.

P/S dah cuti ni kan..sementara nak tunggu kerja membaca lah kisah-kisah begini..

linkin park all the time...

first band  yg saya suka since sekolah menengah..bukan korea ya maaf..masa tu jiwa korea ni belum ada lagi..yg tu selepas tu lah..yg ni dr zaman sekolah lagi..Linkin Park favourite band saya hehe..sebab lirik-lirik dia kena dengan jiwa ni...rock?tak kisahlah janji faham makna dia okay..tp lagu yang paling suka ialah what i've done , leave out all the rest , waiting to the end and new divide....seriously lagu tu repeat berulang kali pun tak pe best...

p/s time to music...exam?alhamdulillah officially done...

birthday shout...

happy birthday to my friend mora and kana..
razny doakan yang terbaik untuk korang berdua..
stay pretty , awesome and i hope you will get what you wish...

tragic...

so that "things" just end like that? after all pain , happiness we face together? how i'm supposed to accept when you guys like that? some of them will betray each other , have a silent war , hurt and anything else...let i remind all of you what we done together in this past one and half year...

1) meet all of you..the one who i already know or meeting new friends..
2) trying to enter the friendship zone..
3) people come and go or in and out..
4) we just a friend from a first time but not close to each other..
5) than start to have close friendship..
6) we laugh , cry , feel the pain together..
7) we shared  food together..
8) then suddenly happen..
9) one by one left those relationship and become the fake relationship..
10) in the end there's nothing left for us to remember as a sweet memory...

so the question is , after 5 or 10 years if we bump or meet each other , those friendship feeling is still have in our heart? or we just forget that like nothing happen?

i'm really appriciate this friendship relation...but i don't know what issues or mistake behind all of this problem..and  i don't  want to know too much..because i'm scared i will cry because this stuff..

BECAUSE i really want to protect this friendship..so don't avoid each other..i don't want to show my other side..because i maybe hurt someone else..

don't fight anymore please my friend..just enjoy our days who only left a few days..and after that...if you want to avoid or not contact to each other that is your choice..and that means i also failed to keep those relationship long last...

p/s take care friends love all of you so much...and i'm so sorry to every sins and mistakes that i have done to all of you...

people..

its hard  to face all of you...some people turn to unexpected behaviour...and i just watching when some of them in their egos and silently became  a betrayer...

i'm not a hypocrite person...but sometimes i make fake smiles to secure myself from being like them..maybe i have an ego but sometimes its good if we don't be so ego..

p/s note to myself..be yourself...

to my future..

haaa...memandangkan nak dekat dah final exam semua ni..debar hati ni makin kencanglah..ye lah tengah nak menghadap exam yang bakal tentukan perjalanan duniawi saya tak lama lagi...
tapi hari ni saya nak share kepada perkara atau mereka-mereka yang bakal bersama atau yang bakal saya perolehi...


Hingga hujung nyawa dirikuBiar aku mencintaimuHingga akhir hayat hidupkuBiar aku menjaga dirimu

p/s kekal tenang sehingga penamatnya..

everyday it's girls day...

so yeah the title is not entri for girls day korean idol..its just the title for us 4 girls today...

haha...makan dia speaking london pulak...#katanya

hari ni main badminton...girls only...asalnya 5 orang saya,anis,aina,khalilah dan filzah tapi anis tak main dia balik lepas tu sebab ada hal..

tinggal lah kitaorg berempat..first main bergu saya team dengan aina...dan filzah dengan khalilah...pemenangnya team saya..haha bangga disitu..lepas tu ada pula game single tapi saya skip part tu terus kepada part saya lawan khalilah single match...

me : khalilah aku nak kalahkan kau 21-0 lah!
Khalilah : berlagaknya...

(padahal saja je cakap macam tu..sebenarnya suka kenakan khalilah..khalilah ni seorang yang easy-going and kira sporting lah tak de lah cakap sikit je hashtag  sentap..lagi pun masa game tadi kalau ikut tarikh lahir dia yang "maknae" iaitu yang paling bongsu ..barulah happening kalau main badminton diam je macam krik-krik baik tak payah)

so kitaorg main, sampai satu saat saya dah lead 9-0 so wish almost come true and khalilah boleh cakap...

khalilah : ala razny 0-0 lah balik tadi aku tak ready..
Me : apa?kau tak ready?aku dah sampai 9-0 baru kau kata tak ready?

(tapi apakan daya kesian pulak tengok khalilah dia buat suara cute dia tu)

Me : okaylah 0-0 balik...(bukanlah melt dengan suara begging khalilah tu tapi tak nak menang macam tu je mestilah khalilah kena fight jugak)

tup-tup dah sampai deuce ada yang saya ketinggalan mata tapi dapat kejar balik..last -last khalilah menang 25-23..that was close..penat dia bukan main...bermandi peluh main dengan khalilah ni...

tapi bila main dengan aina , khalilah dah lembik macam suun..(tau tak suun tu apa?suun tu yang mcm bihun tu yang selalu dimasak dengan sup tu ahh..macam tu lah)

bila saya cheer kat khalilah dia tak boleh pukul bola...lepas tu dia kata...

khalilah : razny diam sebab kau aku tak boleh pukul bola...
Me : ye ke?
saya pun saja je lah cakap-cakap lagi..haah memang dia tak boleh dengar suara saya kalah dia dia dengan aina..sampai lah dia nak pukul tak dapat sampai kena pipi saya..amboi khalilah balas dendam nampak..tapi khalilah kata dia tak sengaja...tak pelah..

anyway nanti kita main badminton seminggu sekali tau geng..its fun....


p/s khalilah yang pasal suun tu aku gurau...hehe..sorry..